23rd February 2012 Thursday, February 23, 2012 11:42 PM
Second last day of work, OT till 9 PM. I want it to end so badly.

I feel depressed and lonely today.

Got home, squeezed the kittens, contemplated whether I should watch all the adventure time episodes I downloaded, went out for dinner instead.

Her watch is on my table, it goes tick tick tick, reminding me of her every time things get quiet when I try to think.

EDIT: 5:24AM, Heart. Pls. STFU.

No matter how much I want to get angry, how much I want to scream...I always end up withdrawing myself into indifference and now more than ever I will.