Ou-Yang Liang Sheng

I lost a friend yesterday.

But to be frank.... we stopped being friends a long time ago.

I wish it didn't have to be that way but I know myself. I know I'd never let go unless things were like that.

I feel stupid because even though this is what I wanted.... I feel sad and I feel regret.

Called her a bitch... don't know why I did that.

I wanted to just go in, say my piece and get out... but no. I had to be impulsive and emotional.

I shouldn't get a girlfriend, I shouldn't even try. I just can't handle the emotions that comes with it.